Yes, it's about that time again. I actually think it was long overdue - but I kept putting it off, thinking things would turn out the way I wanted. . .
It's time for a change.
So, first things first.
I dyed my hair last nite. It is now 'Midnight Ruby' which means it's dark and purplish. hehe. Not what I thought it would turn into, but I think I like it.
Next is to get a 2nd job. That's one of my goals for this evening - well, to at least put in/get some applications.
Another change is to become more motivated with work, but that's going to be harder than I think because I'm not quite busy enough yet. It's coming though, I can tell.
A lot of different things have happened within the past week or so. For better or worse, I'll move on and attempt to make my life that much better. I have no idea where to even start because I'm not ready, I didn't want the change, but there was/is nothing I can do about it. So I guess I've got to just make the best of it.
Really - it's probably for the better as those things just added more stress and confusion to my life.
Yet at the same time, I'm pretty sure it was worth the stress and confusion.
Regardless, those things are no longer something I need to think about, as they are not a part of my life.
Change is good. Isn't it? Change can bring about good and bad, but we can help determine what those changes bring. And I think this change will have to bring about good. There are so many things I've wanted to do, and now I'll just be sure to do them.