Tuesday, August 19, 2008

About Time for a Change

Yes, it's about that time again. I actually think it was long overdue - but I kept putting it off, thinking things would turn out the way I wanted. . .

It's time for a change.

So, first things first.

I dyed my hair last nite. It is now 'Midnight Ruby' which means it's dark and purplish. hehe. Not what I thought it would turn into, but I think I like it.

Next is to get a 2nd job. That's one of my goals for this evening - well, to at least put in/get some applications.

Another change is to become more motivated with work, but that's going to be harder than I think because I'm not quite busy enough yet. It's coming though, I can tell.

A lot of different things have happened within the past week or so. For better or worse, I'll move on and attempt to make my life that much better. I have no idea where to even start because I'm not ready, I didn't want the change, but there was/is nothing I can do about it. So I guess I've got to just make the best of it.

Really - it's probably for the better as those things just added more stress and confusion to my life.
Yet at the same time, I'm pretty sure it was worth the stress and confusion.
Regardless, those things are no longer something I need to think about, as they are not a part of my life.

Change is good. Isn't it? Change can bring about good and bad, but we can help determine what those changes bring. And I think this change will have to bring about good. There are so many things I've wanted to do, and now I'll just be sure to do them.

3 comments:

ReL said...

hmm. Can't wait to see the hair.
Not sure what you're talking about but we should talk. Hope the change works out for you :-) it helps sometimes.

BrittbeeLynn said...

I'm sorry you have to change...it's not fun when you didn't want it.

I have a ring the color of your hair :D It used to be my favorite ring until it tarnished, but the plum garnets are still gorgeous!

Alice Wills Gold said...

Am I reading this correctly?

If so, you are going to find an even better man before you know it...you deserve to be worshipped!