I've decided that watching movies makes me restless.
Not the act of sitting down and watching, but the things being done in the movie. I know that it's just a movie, and it's actually not the fairy tale that I am wishing for. It's the other - unusual - things. Of course I would like the fairy tale as well, who wouldn't? But it's not the fairy tale I am asking for.
It's the adventure. It's the city life. It's the completely different and non-mundane life that I seem to be living. It's the happiness. It's the strange ways things seem to turn out. It's the excitement. It's the variety. It's the fact that I feel as though I am not doing anything with my life.
Guess I'd better get on that, huh??